yup, this is me.

He told me that i get too distracted with the big things. i get caught up in the fact that i don’t know what i’ll be doing in 2 years, or 3, or 4, or – well, you get the picture. i’ve been pre-occupied with this for a year or so constantly asking to know, constantly praying for direction. and tonight He told me to chill. focus on the day-to-day little things that come up. trust that He will guide me step by step.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
Prov. 3.5,6

we be a small family right now – three kids at home. it’s not boring though. my little boy keeps us all very entertained with stories about drinking wine, asking what the little girl next door is wearing today, and saying to a 300 pound lady at wal-mart, “whoa! you’re big!”

ah. i am one proud aunt. these photos are from the wedding in june, but i figured recent enough to post. yup, i love them lots and lots.

and suddenly i feel like this post is so… shallow. just stupid. my mom hoped i wouldn’t regret not going. and i don’t think i do. i would never be able to appreciate it as fully as she does.

and i suddenly realize, i have alot of growing left to do.

3 thoughts on “yup, this is me.

  1. that’s awesome that God told you to chill. do it. do it. yeah heeey! music man went very very well. now i know why kids love theater so much. the theater bug has definetly bit me. i want to audition for a production of shakespeare’s a midsummer’s night dream and it hasn’t been a week since we ended music man. . . . . . . . . ha ha.

  2. It’s so hard focusing on the little things when you know the big things haven’t yet been attended too. But “it’s the little things that makes life worth living”. right?
    In reply to your comment: “Money is the worlds curse!”
    “Well may the Lord smite me with it; and may I never recover!”
    Amen? 🙂

  3. somebody left it. Somebody elses would have claimed it from the lost and had I not so yeah. :). Its was nice for something to go my way. Have the best day ever!,

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