the family room is ready for christmas. the tree is up and decorated, the furniture is rearranged to fit the tree in, the decorations are all out, and the candles are still burning from earlier. we made cookies, hot chocolate, had friends over, played christmas music, and hung up our ornaments. i don’t know if i’ve ever told you, but i love christmas.
i’m just a bit confused, a bit frustrated, and a bit annoyed with myself because i’m feeling like this. i don’t believe it’s at all Godly.