i don’t really like myself. so i don’t blame you if you don’t like me.

it’s not that i woke up this morning, and realized that i hate what i’ve become — because i haven’t become anything. and that’s what i hate.

i hate that i haven’t changed. i hate that i’m still making the same mistakes. i hate that i’m learning the same lessons. and i hate that i still come off as a stuck-up person to the same people.

ever wonder why God loves you?

yeah, that’s me. right now. but i’m awfully glad that He does. and i’m awfully glad for those of you who have loved me through the thick and thin.

anyways… linkin park is depressing. why did i like them so much?

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take